been there,done that..

nope,nothing related to the tittle..or perhaps; there is a little.been busy,extremely busy with my own family, my own self and our own life.nothing seems to be at the right place nowadays and we seem to be struggling even more now.sometimes i just feel like giving up and putting an end to so called misery.but Allah put his miracle,a responsibility for both of us to fulfill till the end.*sigh* everytime,everyday now, i feel like screaming just to clear my head,mind and soul...everyday feel like i don't have any ways to go out but by sticking together we'd figure out little by little how to survive.i understand his misery,struggles and sacrifices but my ego won't validate it.i just can't and i don't want to.but thinking back of our sweet memories and my promises, shouldn't i at least make effort to keep our fort from collapsing?we are our own world...we are our own life and support system for each other..