I am NOT:

1. the type that will be mad for no reasons

2.the type that girl friend wants to be best friend with

3.good at lying for the truth

4.typical, i have my own thought and principle

5.afraid of being alone if i know that i am right

6.the type that want to please people anymore if they don't have respects for me or others.

7.selfish, i really try to be one; but i can't not to person dear to me..

8.that successfull and things does not come easy for me

9.worry about people commenting or giving me their negative comments; at least i know it makes me grow

10.full of confident but i believe that i should at least be optimistic.

11.easy to fall in love but will love the person till the last day time remains

12. snobbish or proud, i am just excluding myself sometimes.

13.a good cooker but i can cook something yummy

14. really good in give opinion about how people look or what makes people say what they said

15.the type that will backstab my close friend or friends, i will just tell you the truth

mungkin....

sisipan [hehehehe]:thanx kepada yang recommend lagu ni..saya juga merasakan begitu sekarang ni..tetap ingin disini even i am not here...

Sampai bilakah harus aku begini 
Dan sampai bilakah harus aku menanti 
Bisakah ada jurang untuk memisahkan
Dan bisakah aku terus untuk menyinta kamu

Dan aku selalu untukmu
Mestikah ku terus menjauh
Damaiku bersamamu
Dan bisa ku terimamu
Mungkinkah

Ku mengerti semua yang kau rasakan
Selalu ku berjanji sentiasa di sisi
Sesungguhnya aku yang mengertikan kamu
Meski hatiku selalu untuk memanggilmu

Dan aku selalu untukmu
Mestikah ku terus menjauh
Damai aku bersamamu
Dan bisa ku terimamu
Mungkinkah

Mungkin aku menghilang
Tanpamu tak mampu
Mungkin aku menghilang
Denganmu ku mampu

dun't really think of anything in mind rite now..just feel a bit lethargic and there's a rush of procrastination in my thought and spirit..[pemalas ni!]..seems like as much time i spend on everything, i still gain nothing...wanna stop but i don't know how...and i am wondering if i am able to face the consequences of it?i am standing but it's never the same anymore, i can feel the wound but it seems painless even without the cure...do i really don't have any senses anymore?

jiwa kelajuan.............

yeah, as usual i still wake up and in the middle of my-burning-the-oil-moments..gung, my sleeping problem is still incureable...just wasting my time finishing the software reliability assignment but i decided to take a break for awhile..it's been sometimes since i write in here...life has becoming hectic nowadays, especially this month because of the FYP and final exams...thanks to yannick for kongsi his ubat bunuh diri but dude, let's enjoy life before we regret the consequences of our actions...i've learned that now...i miss a lot of things but i don't regret that i have to let it go...maybe, for certain things i still can't get over it but i try to look it on the other side..and i believe miracles do happened and sometimes little things remind me that i shud enjoy this hardships better than when it's gone..and excitement will appear whenever we did not expecting it...thnaks for all the joys and tears that you bring.and thank u to mr alvin sebab potong air ktorg..now we're bunch of do re mi waiting for the public toilet...aigooo!

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