weightless...

Manage me, I'm a mess

Turn a page, I'm a book

Half unread

I wanna be laughed at

Laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless

And that should be enough

photo cake by papadont

been working hard to impress and address my will and ability to survive; in this materialistic world...i wanna feel weightless but it may sound senseless to me.because i am used to carry this heavy burden now...living as me, am i being unneccessarily worried about life when i never really feel the hardship?it feels unfair sometimes as things will never turn as what we have planned but to improvise from the change seems to be the part that always make me feel nervous and frustrated sometimes...i am used to the lemons inlife that my lemonade does not taste sour at all...like chae moo ryong says, no matter what,just smile..:D

salam ramadhan..

salam ramadhan buat teman-teman dan umat Islam...moga ramadhan ini menjadi batu penahan kepada perkara-perkara yang tiada faedahnya, dan menjadi trampolin yang bakal menonjolkan kebaikan yang berterusan...:D

days that passed by...

too many things to write but everything seems to fade away as i only have it all scattered in my small memory box aka my brain..:( but everything seems normal; so there is nothing really to tell.but sadly they already called me to report duty whilst i am still have my string attach to this "misery life" of being a student...oh, i wonder when will i actually will move on?life is getting better, it is...however, not being able to start a new phase in life at this age seem frustrating and upsetting not only for me but also to people that are counting on me...perhaps,one fine day, i could at least fulfill some of the expectations not only for a sense of achievement...but with the experiences that could make me more thoughtful and wiser...will i age to that level or will i be useful to the new life that i am entering in future?

photo hot bugs by xiobaosg

bada,bada,bada....

The rustling leaves and the chilly midnight wind
I wonder if it`s your car pulling into the driveway
Baby do you know what it`s like to wait???
Well I`ve been waiting all my life for you

* And would you believe in things
That I shall say today???
would you believe in me
Oh baby, baby, baby,baby
Bada bada, bada bada
Do you know I want you so bad???
Something stirs deep in my heart, oh babe,
Yeah yeah yeah.

The rustling leaves and the chilly midnight wind
It`s time to leave in your car you parked in the driveway
The night is cool and the skies are dark
Well I`ve been waiting all my life for this

cinta?

should it be material or solely depends on the feeling?mampukah aqal mengatasi perasaan?when talking about love, nowadays, it is always associated with the value of wealth that a partner could give to each other....i used not to think that way, as i believe that feeling of love shoud be sufficient to make us carry on with the live...but now, as everyone would claimed; the world is different...it's the new era of living wealthy and famous...everyone would do anything to be recognized, to known as such and such...and to be as what someone aims always come with the price of tears and efforts..however, not all are able to do so or perhaps know the shortcuts to gain such matter in a flash...love is not as it was viewed centuries ago...nothing classic about love as it's just confession of liking and needing of someone right now but it might be a reason to abandoned them later on...and to begin the journey of love with somebody based on their material value seems to be appropriate nowadays as we may not know what challenge will we face that really could secure our future with the person...sometimes, romeo wouldn't die just because juliet could not marry him..it's just a tragedy of true feeling of love, perhaps...

photo: love by darunia art

cadangan-cadangan untuk negaraku?

a person requested for us to write a list of suggestions about our new generation andhow does saving them could build the country to a new one that is modern,properous and civilised?i never expect to think about it as pretty much i could say and see that many of us; as the "new catalyst" rather choose to go with the flow instead of being proactive.maybe i am wrong, but we could see a lot of trouble causes in the country are coming from the youngsters of the nation.when will it ends?maybe when "we" realised that "we" are getting too old to fight or perhaps "we" will be moredelighted not to think about it and leave it to the seniors to decide...then,what "we" will bedoing? hanging around, smoking pot? wasting our times in clubs and bars or trying so hard to be a reality idols?youth and politic; you will only see a numbers of them that really into this stuffwhilst others are too busy with their world of hedonism,regardless of who you are..it is a shame, ifi could recall the facts that even myself, does not really feel patriotic about my own nation or country.unlike people before, society nowadays could not care less about the state of our nations and only caresabout their own individual needs. we care more about the material and are so proud of the facts that we followed many western idealogies or theories in almost everything...it's becoming a life's style..to do yoga,to relax oneself's in spa, to dine in a chic restaurants, to drive an imported or sleek cars and many others...does the amount of freedom really showed through the stuff that we own,lifestyle that we inhibits or the language that we used?a born malay and a pan-asia born in malaysia, does they really have any different when they are inside the club?how patriotic they'll get when they are drinking the hennessey or john walker?and the problems are not only with the people in the city but also with the youngsters in the rural areas and villages...and it's true, that we can't change where are we come from but we could save our pride from where we are...does living in a remote places is an exception for a person to say that i am under privileged of knowledge and technology that i should not carry my flag with pride?shall i not go and waste my time as others?a friend suggest, that the youth now will the next leader to our country.but, if this is the look of our youth...what will happen to the future?will be there rainbows and butterflies or smokes and flames like what happen to our neighbouring countries?you'll decide...

photo: patriotic by a red so deep