eid mubarak...

salam aidilfitri, salam kemenangan buat umat Islam...mungkin ramai yang menantikan ketibaan syawal nan indah dan mulia atas pelbagai alasan tapi paling utama bagi aku (untuk tahun ini),adalah untuk merayakan keberadaan setiap family members of mine...jarang-jarang setiap orang dapat berkumpul atas pelbagai alasan juga yang kadang kala bagi aku tak ada logika..but this time, i guess everyone humbly feel like togetherness does count...it may not be the sweetest memory but this raya might be part of pices that will remain in memory...perjalanan-perjalanan yang dilalui lebih manis apabila dirayakan bersama dengan orang-orang yang kita sayangi...dan dihayati dengan keikhlasan hati .

SALAM AIDILFITRI 2009!

what make you happy?

lately, i feel that the atmosphere are getting tense among everyone...there are a lot of untold story of unsatisfaction in every one's heart and mind...tiring days and demanding tasks leaves everyone ignoring other's needs..whenever i realised this, i always feel sorry that i have become a different person, if only for that moment...iff you could understand where i've been standing and how does it feel...so hard to be kind but to make another mistake, it does not worth all the ups and downs that we've been through together...and true, whenever i realised my recklessness, i would always try my best to be sensitive to your needs and demands...but, as i am always gonna be here, you need to realise that i also need you to do so for me...and iff this are easy as lying, i would like to do anything and everything that could make you feel happy...

photo happy by -

Ramadhan..

"Hai orang-orang yang beriman, diwajibkan atas kamu berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan atas orang-orang sebelum kamu agar kamu bertakwa"(Al-Baqarah:183)

perjalanan Ramadhan yang paling baik mungkin.sukar untuk dimengertikan tetapi kali ini terasa lebih banyak kesedaran siviknya..

down the memory lane....

the only time that i remembered him the most, is when he is walking under the sun..i love the look of his hair, so soft and golden...always make me feel like i am walking under a sunny sun on a wet grass...the only think that he can do to amuse me...and from a far, there's where i always be,wondering if one day we will have the chance to talk or even exchange the smile...meeting after meeting, there's always a little of him here and there;i've seen, until a few moments that it feel like impossible.i start to forget....and when things start to turn around, i am not sure if this love or just a reminiscence of memory..there is too much left untold,leaving a blank in my feeling...shall i continue to stand here or should i move and walk away?knowing that we still here,i am glad that time bring us back but all those words seem meaningless now...i just wondering at this moment, where do we go now?

photo the beach by atreja

things...

that we hate the most is always the things that we'll get..how irony life can be?nothing irony but i guess that is how life works...at certain point of time, we'll met a lot of people but very few will remained.and it's not because we hate them;but we're just different, that sometimes, the feeling of "hate" come to the mind...and we started to avoid them, push them aside..i always wondering if that a right thing to do?does hating someone because of what they have done to you and getting annoyed by their action is the same thing?for certain individual, it is easy to blame others and stir the flames to create the "hate atmosphere".but is it really wort the while to make others suffer at your expense...?don't you think that maybe someday, you might have to pay for it? i am tired of such fairy tales that people created as it may never be the truths...please, look at the mirror and ask if you hate yourself first before you hate others..if you can love yourself too much, why can't you let the love flow to others....

picture anger by sos photography