cool.calm.collected

just feel a bit anxious + tired lately...wonder why?a lot has been happening as always; but i could not wait for my study to finish. too bored of being told what to do, i guess..:D now, i just wait for fajr azan before going for jogging..a quiet night it has been.very peaceful but mosquitos has made it impossible for me to sit in peace and calm; enjoying my own sweet time. just thinking about my family and friends..it's quite a number of years since we all growing up and living apart from each others...many of us have settling down; whether married to a person or job but everyone seem to be busy pursuing their own aim in life...i wonder what is mine?vaguely, i guess i have one but i just could not determine which one now..funny thing happened too..frankly, i've been looking for you for awhile but i decided to stop when i believed that i would not find you again..but time really proved that it's just a period and anything could happen if we believe enough in things that we wish for...being able to see you again, is this really a miracle or this is a destiny that He directed for us? i feel at peace when i think of it,that all probabilities in life is a calculation that we decided for own self...nothing to be surprise at but definitely worth to be prepared for...

picture: in the grass by rose on the grey