25th years on 25th

nothing feel much better than celebrating my precious moments with people that i love and care for me...it's been 25 years, and alhamdulillah with His will, i am still here..creating a new story of my life..i keep thinking but i can't find anything to write...i just feel happy and blessed that goodness still come in my ways..whenever i feel down and weak, somehow i found my pieces of strength in between the obstacles...i can not stop myself from smiling or laughing just because i don't feel like i deserve it,even when i feel so much in misery; but memories keeps me alive and happy...i realize that i've never been a better person, but i try my best to learn how to be a wise person each time...maybe my words before, used to hurt many people, sometimes i just talk out of my sense of insecurity or ignorance...i am sorry, i don't mean to hurt anyone but i supposed that's the way i am before...now, as i am getting to my 25 years of age...i wish to be a person that not only thinking about me but a person that you could rely and lean on...i'll try harder and i wish you would help me too....thanks for all the wishes...even without all of your presence, i felt like i am celebrating it with a huge party...:D