more to life...

life ain't hectic nor it has been like before...pretty much i'm losing my senses towards a few somethings...why or how, i used to ask but it seems like He'd decided for this to happen..i learned, after a few events that love ain't easy....as much as i plan to be the best that i can to that person...i am not good enough, i suppose...i smile as much as i hope he won't see my teary heart..yes, i do love him until now, love does bring its magic..nothing change my love for him...i tried to reason myself with 1001 excuses...but not a single excuse could change my fondness of him..am i blind or did love blinded my heart?he used to repeat the same things about being separate but i wish there would be no separation as i could not find a minute not thinking about him....yes, my love..i am being selfish but for your love;i would like to fight till the end of time...no, i'm not fooling around with my love..and with you..