weightless...

Manage me, I'm a mess

Turn a page, I'm a book

Half unread

I wanna be laughed at

Laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless

And that should be enough

photo cake by papadont

been working hard to impress and address my will and ability to survive; in this materialistic world...i wanna feel weightless but it may sound senseless to me.because i am used to carry this heavy burden now...living as me, am i being unneccessarily worried about life when i never really feel the hardship?it feels unfair sometimes as things will never turn as what we have planned but to improvise from the change seems to be the part that always make me feel nervous and frustrated sometimes...i am used to the lemons inlife that my lemonade does not taste sour at all...like chae moo ryong says, no matter what,just smile..:D

salam ramadhan..

salam ramadhan buat teman-teman dan umat Islam...moga ramadhan ini menjadi batu penahan kepada perkara-perkara yang tiada faedahnya, dan menjadi trampolin yang bakal menonjolkan kebaikan yang berterusan...:D

days that passed by...

too many things to write but everything seems to fade away as i only have it all scattered in my small memory box aka my brain..:( but everything seems normal; so there is nothing really to tell.but sadly they already called me to report duty whilst i am still have my string attach to this "misery life" of being a student...oh, i wonder when will i actually will move on?life is getting better, it is...however, not being able to start a new phase in life at this age seem frustrating and upsetting not only for me but also to people that are counting on me...perhaps,one fine day, i could at least fulfill some of the expectations not only for a sense of achievement...but with the experiences that could make me more thoughtful and wiser...will i age to that level or will i be useful to the new life that i am entering in future?

photo hot bugs by xiobaosg