na iyagi..

just a quick note...baru saja sampai dari melaka and i'm landing myself in on of the prayer room available here..luckily someone let the wifi connection on so i got to access my fbee...nothing really important but just wanna say THANKS for a very awesome week my dear friends...it's good to be back and it's worth 16 hours of journey just to get together with all of you...and whilst in the bus to come back here, i've been thinking about things and events that have happened to all of us..it's worth a while to get to know all of you..and to get together with "new" people really open my eyes and mind to the new opportunity in life and also experiences...congratz to both Khairina and Azimah Aziz for their treasure of joy and love..and also happy birthday to my big sista...may all of you will be blessed always with many loves by Him..:D

for awhile...

life has nothing to promise but there is always a guarantee of happiness..when,where or even with who, it is still a mystery but life is what is suppose to be..it will always continue until the last day that life is not needed any more...today, i feel the pain of losing things that matter most to my heart but as the pain grew, so does my life...slowly i started to become stronger again and eventhough i find it is hard to smile, i could feel settle for a bit because time and life help me to grow and understand that part of this misery was my own choices...i heal my own pain through life and experiences by others...and yesterday's sadness has become a joke for me today..10,20 or 30 years from now; i probably too busy to remember all of this; but i'll remember the most important parts of it...

For a while I’ll just wait for the beating of my heart once again

dunia..

which i belong; it may not be as big as anyone could imagine...however, i love my own world as it is very wide and sunny even in winter...in it, i don't have regret but slighlty i feel lonely...but the sunny colors of the light and warm summer breeze makes me feel alive..lately, i have been doing all i can to feel useful about myself..i remind myself not to have regret or to be frustrated by life..and i am not eventhough i realise that i can not be sitting here and counting as the time pass me by..i need to learn how to walk again so that i won't needto rely on anyone again...it feel so good to lay in this green grass of my own world but i need to wake up to face these people's world...the real world where feelings are not everything and life definitely a puzzle that we are trying to complete with a perfect curves and matches...:D

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why
Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop...