been there,done that..

nope,nothing related to the tittle..or perhaps; there is a little.been busy,extremely busy with my own family, my own self and our own life.nothing seems to be at the right place nowadays and we seem to be struggling even more now.sometimes i just feel like giving up and putting an end to so called misery.but Allah put his miracle,a responsibility for both of us to fulfill till the end.*sigh* everytime,everyday now, i feel like screaming just to clear my head,mind and soul...everyday feel like i don't have any ways to go out but by sticking together we'd figure out little by little how to survive.i understand his misery,struggles and sacrifices but my ego won't validate it.i just can't and i don't want to.but thinking back of our sweet memories and my promises, shouldn't i at least make effort to keep our fort from collapsing?we are our own world...we are our own life and support system for each other..

tak hadap pun....

kenapa?ntahlah....kadang-kala aku tak faham kenapa ada ramai sangat orang yang tak faham bahasa dalam dunia ni...tapi dunia sekarang, dunia material semata-mata,so tak kisahlah kan?janji lepas perut sendiri.frankly. i'm sick and tired and i hate when people does not walaupun seinci cuba untuk menyenangkan hidup kita.ini bukan masalah trying to please everyone eventhough adalah sikit-sikit.(ya ini luahan hati aku!) i just don't understand, payah ke nak keep your distance from my privacy?don't you understand that sometimes AKU RIMAS, AKU BOSAN DAN AKU DAH LEMAU just to listen to you?kalau kau rasa kau betul sangat why do you seek for my advice or even opinions? if you think i'm a friend, a supporter and shoulder to hold on to please treat me with respects...aku bukannya KHADAM kau...!and i never say that i'm right but it's just gut...hari ni kau buat baik,esok lusa orang ludah jugak...bukan sekali,dah berkali-kali...memaafkan mungkin mudah walau tak dimaksudkan,tetapi untuk melupakan,NEVER.fullstop.

selamat menyambut hari tua!

cliche!!!buat suami terchenta,orang yang telah bersama-sama melalui hari payah dan senang kita..selamat hari lahir.moga hari lahir membuka rezeki dan rahmat yang terbaik buat kita sekeluarga.semoga hari-hari yang bakal berlalu kelak,menjadi hari-hari yang mematangkanmu dan juga hubungan kita...